UPDATE: So I think today is day 14 since joining this site. Since that time I have slipped up a couple real small times. But I passed them couple slip ups and am Opiate free. Mentally/Emoitionally I still got some work to do. I still feel a lotta stress each day but I think it will pass over time. Sometimes my emotions are all over the place. Lotta the time I feel scared. But Important thing is I am sober, my intentions for my life are good and not a f***ing thing in the world will make me give up. My natural ambition will return and I will continue to strive for happiness and stability in my life.
I have learned that attitude is everything even when overwhelmed with emotions.
Thanks to all of you from this site that have gave me advice.