dunno what to say i drink too much...
i feel... like nothing, empty, not good enough.. worthless.
i need help, i did go to my doctor but he gave me a leaflet and told me to out the money id spend on booze in a pot and buy myself something at the end of the week, well!!!! im sure im not alone laughing at that!!
all good intentions, then something will happen OR NOTHING WILL HAPPEN! and u get that feeling....... i need a drink!
im not even quite 26, i just wanna be normal! i have 2 kids
im so ashamed! they are well taken care of its the evenings...
my mums an alcoholic, drank since i was 2, i dont want my kids having MY memories! i lost my partner, im skint! and im a mess!
not sure what made me join this 2night but i really wanna get better and i dont know where to go