Thanks JIT, I think we are on the same page- at least I think we are reading the same book. I think it could have gotten alot worse and we could have experience a lot more "yets".
I feel that since I still think about alcohol, I am pretty sure that drinking again would do no good. But yes a celebratory glass of champagne would be nice or a glass of wine with dinner but I do believe it would wake the sleeping dog and I don't want anything to do with that. I do not believe I would be satisfied with one or two and I hear the hangovers get way worse.
There I go rambling again. Imagine what I was like when I was drinking.