Dream2bClean, The title of this thread is "NA 1 meeting back in YEARS VERY Disappointment" .... You said that at that 1st meeting people ignored your presence and pain that brought you there. You also mentioned going to Church and God in your posts. Maybe there was a purpose for that?... To make you sensitive to others that you can help? Thank you for acknowledging my first post to you and encouraging me to give up drugs and drinking. I've been thinking that my only hope was to go into rehab. I can't afford the huge amount of money they cost.
I'm thankful that I found this place... It has given me some hope. The only one that can help me is myself and God.
Dream, please keep posting and encouraging others like me.
Mark