Originally Posted by
SomeoneSomwhere 
others who don't want to die but just want to like...
How twisted the active-addicted mind is...I remember this exactly because it was probably the darkest point in my life.
I didn't want to die, I really didn't. I just wanted everything to stop and be better. Unfortunately, my wet noodle came up with 'let's go buy a gun, that'll make everything stop', but not equating that to death.
I didn't want to die, but I didn't want to live either.
I had to dry up enough to see that other half clear up and change.