by the way, in late march i posted that i wasn't going to drink until memorial day. i've set goals like that several times previously, and never had a problem achieving a "don't drink until ____" goal.
but i didn't even come close. i've probably drank 1/3 days since then.
my main problem isn't the frequency i drink (i can only drink the weekends if i want), but it's the intensity. i have no control over how much i drink. i guess i don't even have control over the frequency, now that i think about it, since i couldn't keep my goal. this is getting depressing...