Do you ever just wish...?
That you could just...sleep for...however long it takes for things to stop being crappy. And for however long it'll be until you're happy again?
Sometimes I'll be crossing the street or driving a car or something...and I'll think like...if I were to die I wouldn't care. I don't WANT to die because I want my baby sister to have a big sister and I want my parent to have their daughter but I don't really want to live either. I'm not really living right now anyway. I do sleep a lot but sometimes I just wish I could sleep until things are better, until I'm happy. Living in my dreams is much easier.
I was just wondering if there are other people who feel this way...others who don't want to die but just want to like...sleep and wait things out until it's better