funny thing is my LIFE wasn't real good back then...
but i had real faith that life had a purpose and i accepted things as being how they were supose to be regardless of any hurt I felt about it. I just had such confidence...and I was compasionate and I really sought out the best thing to do in any cercumstnces and was honest to myself about my part....rather than blaming others...
today i fall off balance continually....I look at how I was and wish i had that inter attitude.
Anyhow I'm better today...I can't really go back to who I was...I will need to accept that I am who i am today because that is what i need to be right now if that makes sense....