((GaPeach)) - yes, the road to recovery IS hard, but I PROMISE you, it's worth it. I'm sorry you're having a hard day...:ghug3
Even though I've got a 3 years, I have days where I just say "enough" and chill out in bed for an evening or even a day. Early recovery is tough..your mind and your body are going through a lot. Yes, knowing he got the pills filled IS going to mess with your mind. I hope he DOES let his dr. know, or even the pharmacy..it's a big step, but it's a major step in recovery.
I'm glad your brother called..sounds like just what you needed.
Take a deep breath, be grateful you're going to sleep clean, and will wake up the same ways. When I was first in recovery, there were some tough days, I wasn't exactly grateful about a lot, but I could always be grateful for being clean. As the days went by, I found more and more to be grateful about. It really does help to find these things...takes the focus off of what we're no longer doing.
Hugs and prayers!
Amy