11 years of in and out of prison,detox, and rehab. And when everything was said and done we ended it. I had him leave because he started changing and wanted to go out all of a sudden. Pretty sure he cheated on me right before all the fighting started escalading. Never thought he would cheat all we ever fought about was drugs. Now its been about a year and a half he leaves with this chick and her kids. I know he loves me but it kills me to think he is with someone else. I feel jipped,ripped off! I gave everything and I feel rejected. It wasn't suppose to be this way. I loved him with all i have and he just moved on. To think someone I loved for so long is loving someone else. I remember the first couple months I just wanted to die now i can go day by day but i feel like i am in mouring. I resent him for not being here. I through him out because he wouldnt change but I never wanted it to be over i just wanted him to change.
