I am new here too. In fact, this is my first post.
Found this forum a couple of days ago and have been reading a lot since. So many stories sound exactly like mine. When I reflect honestly upon my life (which is difficult for me to do, I am finding), my drinking has cost me a great deal.
I've tried to quit (and failed, obviously) more times than I can count, but never really talked with anyone about it.
I'm hoping to use this forum as a way to do that. To share this journey with others, and learn from those who have gone down this road before.
Today is my sixth day sober.
I want to say much more, but to be honest just the fact of making this post has gotten me more than a little emotional.