I am lonely for her yes, and I am weak again. I feel proud for NC, but want to express my loneliness for her on this post. You all have been supportive and I'm moving forward. I just miss her.............and it is selfish.
How do I/we know that other plans don't include me? I can hope and believe can't I and still move on with fixing myself? I can let go and let her live her life, but still love her. It's hard everyone...........I'm doing the right things, going to al anon, joining a golf club, volunteering. Just still love her and hope the best for her. Maybe it's not fully letting go then.