Originally Posted by
TakingCharge999 
I insist you are doing very well, I tortured myself with contact for months and there you are going NC in a few days.
This is the first time in any relationship where I have let go. I usually call, write letters, or basically beg the person to reconsider. I hope it turns out good either way, me going on in life, or her finding God and sobriety. I know I'm not supposed to think that, but I do. I miss her.....