Thanks everyone
I am going to tell the counsellor about my alcohol issues, but I'm mainly seeing them for depression. I think the alcoholism is likely a manifestation of the depression. I end up drinking because i'm unhappy. So we'll see how it goes.
Other than that i just feel bored. I spend all day at work, cant wait for the day to be over, but for what? To go work out? watch tv? I guess i need some new friends. I feel like an outcast being single. It's sad...but by my age it's like there's something wrong with you if you're alone...and well i guess there is something wrong with me.