Glad you posted here and you are trying again!! I was ust wondering about the pills you took, what were they, if they were perscribed by the doctor to help with anxiety you could probably still take them. Though if it's a benzo then that's addictive and not good. Probably the reason you had panic attacks after you took them is meds don't work well with alcohol , it can make them not effective. If your anxiety stops when stopping drinking that is good, but if not I would go to the doc for some help.