I let my temper out last night. A codependant relapse. I knew he was drunk the minute he walked in, and had guessed it earlier when he missed dinner. Too bad all my anger fell on drunk ears. Now I am back to me. I went to the dentist, shopping, and then out to lunch with myself. I'm on the fence as to the situation with him. I know I deserve better than this. I know I won't stay in this relationship much longer, because I am worth more than I allow myself to recieve. I am changing though, and as I progress, I'm not willing to beat myself up about this anger I let out. Stupid pathetic anger, not even at abf, at myself for sticking around this long.
