Are you looking for online AA meetings or some other recovery program . . . ?
I can relate to having some sober time and then getting that urge to drink. I quit on my own several years ago. Managed to stay sober for over a year and then one day, out of the blue, I'm sitting on my back porch and a six-pack of beer just pops into my head and seems like a great idea. I wasn't upset about anything, nothing tragic had happened, the thought just came and I figured since I'd been dry for so long that I was cured . . . long story short, I was most definitely NOT cured, and my drinking took off and took me to places I never thought I'd go. I eventually got sober in AA. The steps, fellowship, sponsoring, and service work keep me engaged in recovery. I've found that reaching out to sober people here on SR is also beneficial.