So yeah I think it's pretty obvious I failed, again.
I just don't know what I want anymore. I get a buzz over making sure my pets are okay, making a good meal, tidying up so that my mum is happy. This lasts until 8:30-8:45, when I know that the shop is closing at 9:30, I don't have the drink!! I need that, you see. I'm just sick of being a slave.
It's 2AM, I'll be up in a few hours and going to work until 5-6, then I'll get in and be okay 'til about 8:30-8:45 and it begins again. I just want to be happy. Sorry for rambling, I'm just lonely.