Hi Bored3
I've heard it said and I think it's so very true - nothing changes if nothing changes.
It's hard to change our routine, and our lives - but we need to.
You're obviously here for a reason - many reasons. Focus on them, and on all the negative consequences of drinking that have bought you here.
It is possible to change Bored3 - and you're not alone - there's a lot of support here
Hope to see you around some more...
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