Hello everyone, it's me Paulos yet again.
How is it going? I have been back and forth... day 21 without alcohol and I am glad of that, as it was putting me down the toilet ... however ... has anyone ever felt that their lives were in too much disrepair to ever fix anything back to your own standards, or even your body was too wrecked to ever start anew? That's how I feel... and it does not feel good, it's like I'm living with a fake idea about living... I do my exercises, I stay away from booze, I try to accept my autism ... I just don't know what to do. :'(. Sorry for crying but heh I just feel so bad about it, I thought I'd let it out and explain. ... well, bye bye...