hey fragrant
you bring up a great question.
The negatives:
I am sure I dont feel 100% everyday, wds, hangover whatever one would call it
Money spent- a lot
Health- I work out and love to stay in shape, its gone to crap, I still work out and exercise but don't feel like I am used to.
Family- bad role model, period.
I know I can do better....
Now for the positives
I get a 25 minute period of not worrying about things that need handling.
Thats pretty much it. One would think I could add all of this up and come up with a solution....
By the way- you are great, I am following your posts, best wishes to you sincerely.
Dub