((Clipper))
Welcome to SR!!
I agree about the detox...it can be fatal. I know I was an RN in several ER's and I don't know about where you are, but we couldn't turn down someone who was withdrawing from alcohol and was physically at risk. Sure, you may end up owing some bills later (one hospital I worked at, you didn't if you lived in that county and had little/no income) but hey - this is your LIFE you're talking about....please try and get some help, okay?
This IS a great place for support...I'm glad you're here.
Hugs and prayers!
Amy