Yes I am depressed. Ten years ago I had my life together, good job, friends, spent alot of time with family,etc. Now I look at myself and I think OMG, what have I let happen. I don't have a job, I am not happy, let go of my friends, and don't see family very often. I have let him ruin me and bring me down. I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't go to my doctor because we lst our insurance, thanks to AH. So I had to get other ins and only starts April 15. Jobs are not easy to find around here anymore and I have been looking, it seems like forever. Every day seems like a struggle.