Originally Posted by
helluvacook 
My thoughts are along the lines of: "What if I still want to drink sometimes, what if I change my mind, what if i tell my family and friends I quit and then I unquit, etc.....
But I'm really proud that I went to my first meeting, and that I have one day sober. I still can't believe I waltzed right in there!
Hi
All those thoughts are normal. Keep going back to those meetings and listen to people who tell you what it is like to be sober and living a happy, joyous and free life - free from the obsession to drink. When you are ready, ask them to show you how they did it.
In the meantime, enjoy the meetings and the company of the other women.