The prob for me is that this has happened in the past over 14 years or so. Everytime I caught him out, hed feel ashamed, sick all that kind of bu,,,,,it and tell me how much he needed me instead. Every time I somehow worked through it but this time Ive just had it I think. Its kind of like him having some affair. I guess, If he is getting so much pleasure from this instead of me, its some how over. I just cant get my head around it right now and I think am I being a stupid female, worrying about the fact he did this but somehow its like he has betrayed me.
What I cant understand in this world - its ok for men to look at porn and get off but its not ok for them to actually have an affair/sex with someone real.
Tell me whats the difference?