the truth is...i got really drunk a few motnhs ago and this is not typical for me..i have a couple glasses of wine here and there but this one night really got me and I was so sick the next day and i looked at myself in the mirror and saw the same look he used to have the morning after and thought to myself...who in their right mind would want to feel this way on a regular basis...I mean my stbxh fell down the stairs one night and we had to take him to the emergency room because he had a bad gash on his face and he doesnt remember that night at all..he was still drunk the next morning at 6am when the plastic surgeon arrived...he was sober for two weeks and he drank again. Its insanity. There is a disconnect there with these folks and heck I just witnessed it and I feel like I am disconnected from reality...
I truly believe this is a sickness..it has taken me years to admit this. I guess I have taken my first step. WOW.