The good, the bad, & the ugly!!!!
I would be a liar if I said that I did not have some awesome times drinking & smoking dope, the early days were good days & are easily remembered.
I keep the bad & the ugly of my drinking in mind also, I always keep in mind that the good led me to the bad & the ugly & I can not reverse the order. I know for a fact that I can not pick up and start with the good ever again, one drink will take me right back to the bad & the ugly of it all.
What I find interesting is I can speak of the good times & the thought of trying to return to them does not even enter my mind, I am convinced this is due to my obsession to drink being lifted, sobriety is so awesome for me that there is not a thought of returning to my old ways.
"We will not regret the past nor wish to close the door upon it."