Thanks for reminding me I have mates here. Right now I feel like there is not one person on this planet that I can trust or go to. But just being able to come in here and spill my guts, helps. It sure does. I really do need someone, anyone, a friend right now. Its horrible feeling so alone.
But, I am going to try really hard not to go to that 'fridge' tonight and have a cup of tea instead. I'll just imagine my sister yelling at me and telling me off, hows that?
Jo