It probably is judgement. Its about fainting or falling down and people laughing at me so I guess it is around that. Its funny though, coz when I walked in the doors of AA, I didnt have that feeling, its come with time and getting to know people - maybe its now because they know me instead of just some woman walking in....
hmm food for thoughts...i met with my sponsor last night and we talked about it a bit and she gets it alot too so that helps (in the sense she can relate)
Had a big book study and it was fab and was anxious before it all but they made me feel relaxed and welcomed and I even got emotional...maybe I just dont want to show people my feelings?
Who knows!