It's about five hours later now and I haven't left the house, so I've still got two years and some. Been busy making my home nicer. I've learned it's always good to just do something to distract the will. Playing some music on the stereo helps too. I was supposed to pick up my son this morning to spend the day with him but blew it off after waking up late. Mean, I know. But I've been in a weird funk today. The ex has distanced herself lately and there went those hugs. But it's really for the better. I won't move on if there's that "good old situation" to fall back into. And we're different animals. So I live alone and miss the combined results of real friend / lover.
Gratitude I guess. I've got just enough money to keep comfortable. Got tools and toys. I know how to cook for myself.
Just need people. I should make an appearance at a meeting. It is that time of the day.