You're not alone! I have the same argument in my head from time to time. In the beginning the argument resembled a screaming match. Now, the arguing isn't quite so bad, but I still have my moments where I think "just one. Just for today."
I've learned a lot on this site about recognizing the addict voice in my head and how to silence it. For me, I've been suffering from PAWS pretty badly. What helped was when I was learning about PAWS, I read that the "just one. Just for today." will undo everything and my PAWS will likely be worse the next time around. This is the last time I want to go through all this withdrawal.
I have been working so hard to make it this far. I don't want to destroy it by caving to the addict voice in my head.
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