Dear Dub,
I truly feel for you and I know how very hard it is to JUST SAY NO!!! to that demon on our shoulder in early sobriety.
Day 10 today, and it has been very hard with anxiety +++ with random cravings.I am trying to just focus on step 1 and the unmanageability of my life when back drinking as it truly gets harder for me to recover after each relapse. I do know for me that just 2 drinks opens the door to certain trouble again with this cunning disease.
I hope that you are back on the recovery wagon!
kind regards
Julia