Drunken sexual mistakes ( I have my blood work back )
This has been the scariest and most thought provoking week of my life. Last summer, I made several drunken sexual mistakes that have been haunting me. I was petrified to get a HIV test and after posting on here, decided to after getting many words of encouragement. I spent several nights trying to mentally prepare myself if need be........and cried quite a bit over putting myself in such a predicament. I just got my results......negative. I cannot describe the feeling.......I feel almost drained from all the worrying I did........I realize that worrying is pointless but when you are in that situation....it's hard not too. I can breathe again......23 days sober.....what a nice way to celebrate day 23.......