Drunken sexual mistakes ( I have my blood work back )
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Drunken sexual mistakes ( I have my blood work back )
This has been the scariest and most thought provoking week of my life. Last summer, I made several drunken sexual mistakes that have been haunting me. I was petrified to get a HIV test and after posting on here, decided to after getting many words of encouragement. I spent several nights trying to mentally prepare myself if need be........and cried quite a bit over putting myself in such a predicament. I just got my results......negative. I cannot describe the feeling.......I feel almost drained from all the worrying I did........I realize that worrying is pointless but when you are in that situation....it's hard not too. I can breathe again......23 days sober.....what a nice way to celebrate day 23.......
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Originally Posted by Anna 
Wonderful!
And, Shantra, you never have to go through that again.
And, Shantra, you never have to go through that again.
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I really feel your anxiety. I have to wait one month for results! I didn't do the drunken thing and have only had one partner for over 3 years. But that partner died and was an IV user and a T-totally different attitude about casual sex then I. It's really eating at me, I've nearly a month to go! I am so happy for you that everything worked out negative for you. Happy negativity!
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Originally Posted by Insulated
I really feel your anxiety. I have to wait one month for results! I didn't do the drunken thing and have only had one partner for over 3 years. But that partner died and was an IV user and a T-totally different attitude about casual sex then I. It's really eating at me, I've nearly a month to go! I am so happy for you that everything worked out negative for you. Happy negativity!
You have to wait one month?? Wow....... I am sure you are fine but I know that means nothing until you know you are fine. It is quite the roller coaster ride to say the least. I will pray that you are ok and I hope in a month I will be saying Happy Negativity to you
....... and just like Anna said to me.....you will never have to go through that again. Take care of you....
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ummm, no already once he brought home an std while we were split up (one of the million times he kicked me out) Darn it! I should've kept walking! We got tested March 09 to establish a baseline and I'm 99.99% sure he didn't do anything crazy. Except for the needles are a big exposure. Yeah, a month is a darned long time!!!
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Originally Posted by Insulated
ummm, no already once he brought home an std while we were split up (one of the million times he kicked me out) Darn it! I should've kept walking! We got tested March 09 to establish a baseline and I'm 99.99% sure he didn't do anything crazy. Except for the needles are a big exposure. Yeah, a month is a darned long time!!!
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