Originally Posted by OCGirly

I feel like a total failure. Today was 7 weeks sober and I messed it all up. I had such strong alc related dreams the past the 3 nights that I gave in this morning. Went right to the store and grabbed a 12 pck. What was a thinking!?had 10 beers and stopped and I'm so bummed I gave in. I don't even know how to describe how I feel. I went online and looked for forums and found this. How am I ever supossed to change if I gave in after 7 weeks? I'm such a failure. I feel like I'll never change.