(((((CNVIOLA))))
Hang in there I know it is tough. Think about what is in your best interest. Think about the advice you would give to your very best friend if they were in your situation.
Being from a family of addicts myself I know it puts me in a vulnerable spot concerning addicts. I have had to really work on why I would be with an addict when being related to several of them has caused me so much pain. The hardest part for me getting real with myself!!
We always want to give them the benefit of the doubt if only our gut would let us. Even when we are in the middle of our denial our gut knows what is true.