i hear you very clearly! its funny the things that can trigger us. i was just looking at a recipe for meatloaf, and the accompanying picture included a glass of red wine; i thought "hey, maybe i can just have a glass." yeah, right!! a glass or bottle... or two!:chatter that "voice" sure can make it difficult. anyway, we're all pulling for ya!
i'm so thankful for this place, and for your postings because you really understand the struggle.
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