We are all concerned about dubs... I've been worried about him too... And, I have followed his posts fairly closely. Not only that I like him and his avatar
But...
He has a fatal illness.... We can worry about his feelings later. Unless he gets clean and sober, we won't have to worry about his feelings anymore, he'll be dead. Have you read some of his previous posts?
Dubs, I am happy you are trying again, man. We are all here for you! Make getting recovered your number one priority.
Mark