Hi HolyPoopie (Love the name...made me laugh), I am rooting for you on whatever you decide to do. I am on day 5 of sobriety and I am doing a lot of reading around here. I made it to my first AA meeting this past weekend. It was the best thing I've done for myself in a very long time. Right now no one knows what I am doing. In time I know that I will share it with some of the people in my life, but for now I am keeping it to myself. Anyway, I wish you the best.