I'm not taking your groups inventory here but, most of the members in my home group will call me out when, I'm wrong. if, you're not getting that support at your home group, hope you can find another one.
My daughter and I had a riff and it cost me of not seeing my grand daughters for almost a year. Through the course of that year, I lost 3 relatives and a friend or two to cancer etc. Life is way to short to keep score. Extend an olive branch.
The Dash Movie
Crossing my fingers you two reconnect