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Old 02-22-2010, 07:33 PM
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BeautifulG
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Originally Posted by isurvived View Post
Quack, Quack, Quack.

That's all it is. He's sobered up just enough to realize just how strong you are, and what a mess he made, and just what he's lost.

Too fricken bad for him.

You are on a good path now, don't look back. You'll be fine, you'll be happy.
Thats my assessment of the situation too. Except that I'm having a hard time not looking back and not looking forward. Right now he's not "there" yet but he's leaps and bounds beyond where he was 4 months ago. So that progress makes me wonder about the future. If he continues to move forward maybe there is hope for us in the future.

The thing is that I'm happy. I was happy before this latest nonsense of his. I'm still happy. I know I'll be happy regardless of what happens. What I'm not is serene or peaceful like I prefer.

I know that everything about waiting to see how he does is everything thats bad for a codie like me. I just can't help wondering.
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