Hi Eric
I agree with Anna - 34 days is great but...just let it be...concentrate on yourself and healing, and look at the great things that have happened, and are happening, to you now you've gotten sober.
We alcoholics are obsessive. And it's easy to let our obsessions rules us - we've done it for years with our drinking.
I had to force myself to focus on gratitude not resentment sometimes but I'm glad I did.
Priorities first.
Don't waste energy on a situation you can't change - if someone betrayed you, leave them in the past where they belong for now - if one day you're ready to look at the situation and perhaps forgive you'll know it - for now continue to put that energy into doing something positive for yourself
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