Hi Eric and Welcome!
It sounds like you're doing well in your recovery and congratulations on 34 sober days!
My suggestion is to be patient. That's one of the hardest lessons I had to learn in recovery because I wanted everything to happen now. Be patient, don't push yourself. Try writing down some positive things about this person and your relationship. Allow the negative thoughts to surface, but don't dwell on them. Forgiving someone isn't necessarily going to happen in one shot. It may take many attempts to get to the place you want to be.