Thank you Suki. I appreciate your kind words. I know I need to ignore. yes, some of his family thinks that I should respond on days when I can and not on the days I can't? somedays this makes sense others it does not
The child is his and his first wife's. I am thankful that we did not have a child together, we were not married. We dated a year this last time and a very short time when I was 17 the first time I fell in love with him. We parted ways and he was married for a short time.
When we got together again he was getting help in rehab and I was new to all this and with my faith I just knew he could beat it. that was about 5 tries ago.
I always thought of him between 17-30 and well....here I am the fool