Alcoholism = The great Leveller
That park bench alkie really ain't that much different than you is he really? Maybe got less chances in life but he's still an alkie.
Once you get over any 'superiority' complex and realise that you are just another alcoholic then you stand a chance of staying sober.
Don't want to sound harsh but you can't have it both ways. Total and utter honesty is required in sobriety. If you are still trying to control people, places, things, then you obviously still ain't been smashed down low enough yet.
All the best.