augustwest

I do! Things are indeed getting easier. And harder. Depends on the day, hell it really depends on the moment. Drinking and drugging aren't really the issue so much now in that i honestly don't have the desire to use, but i'm still one screwed up cat. Learning how to navigate all the stuff life throws at me is the trip today. And doing so without reverting to insane behaviors without using. I recently engaged in one of my stress aversion insane behaviors at work while not using, and lemme tell you, it was worse than doing it while high by a longshot. But life is truly good today. I'm grateful to be engaged in the process for what seems like the first time ever.