i guess so impurrfect. march 1, would have been my 24th aniversary. i never lost hope that one day we could come together if nothing more, be best friends and i know if he hadn't passed, it would have been that way. i've had 4 serious long term relationships and we all became best friends, the others even became best friends with my husband.
i'm a 2 time widow, whats up with that! i married 2 of them and loss them both. i want to just give up but i know for me, there is no such thing as "i give up", i mean how can i give up, what does that mean, no matter what, i still have to keep living, keep trying to move forward. none of this seems fair. i honestly try to be the best person i can be, but i keep having to suffer all this hard stuff. i'm just so tired.