Thanks guys, I've been to one AA meeting with my father before when I was 16 and I drank myself into the hospital. It's a little harder for me because I don't drive at school, so getting places off campus is a little harder - I definitely am going to look into it though. It's really not even the burden of quitting for me - it's more the burden of my emotions that are just bringing me down right now. Dealing with the remorse is just so hard for me.