i am really sorry to hear about your loss, it really hurts me to hear that and it makes me feel like im wasting peoples time...i dont know why but it does, i just want to know that i will be succesfull and to hear from you all really does help, it gives me something to look foward to...ive never been to any classes and i dont know where to go if there are any near by...today is only my second day off of this junk and i feel like i dont want to do anything but sleep all day, its so depressing cuz i use to be so full of life and now i dont do anything...where should i go and who should i see, i dont have health insurance right now and im pretty broke...any suggestions???