Thanks, folks, for the replies. Glad to see I'm not the only one.
I've been keeping energized today about sobriety. I think, but I'm not sure, that I almost had one of the "thoughts" creeping in. I refused to let myself entertain it.
For me, if I get into a negotiation, I'm pretty sure I'll lose. Gotta keep myself away from the bargaining table to begin with.